"As a result of today’s second call I can see that it is now possible for me to go to my son’s school play and that fills me with an immense amount of happiness. I know that my son will be ecstatic when he knows I can come. I’m happy for that and that I’m filling that need that I have.  On the action list side of things regarding my youngest son who is five, I need to allocate time to spend with him in the evenings because I tend to put him in front of the tv so I can deal with my older son, so I need to make sure that dinner is pre-done the day before so I can spend 10 mins when we get home and talk to him about his day.  I have gotten so much today that I can write down and pull apart so I am excited about this."